At one minute past midnight, all of the celebrity adoration in the world couldn’t stop Tookie Williams from finally receiving his just punishment for the brutal murders of four innocent people.
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I know that I might appear gleeful or happy when writing about the death penalty. But that doesn’t accurately reflect how I feel.
I agonize over each death penalty. I imagine the convicted killer sitting in the Death Watch Room with just an hour or two of life remaining. All of his visitors are gone, all of his supporters are on the other side of the walls that isolate him from everything. I try to imagine the fear that must be setting in and gripping him (I believe all murderers to be the ultimate cowards, and when faced with their own inevitable demise, I hope that their fears are overwhelming).
I try to place myself in the mind of a man with less than an hour to live. I have such a passion for life and such a will to live, that the idea that the state — that anybody — can tell me the exact hour of my unnatural-but-planned death terrifies me.
But the reason that I write about the death penalty and pay so much attention to to the men and women who are condemned to die by the state, is that I believe those who support it have an obligation to bear witness to the actual acts. I think it would be cowardly of me to simply say that I support the death penalty, but then bury my head in the sand and refuse to understand the people — both murderer and victims — involved.
I think it’s important that when the judge of public opinion asks “who condemns this man to death?”, that I be able to rise and say “I do.”





During his appeals Tookie refused to repent, vigorously asserting his innocence, even though repentence would have probably given him a better chance at life vs death. However, he didn’t claim his innocence while he was strapped on the gurney for the last 20 minutes of his life and while facing the family of the victims. If he truly was innocent, I believe he would have claimed it that one last time.
You’re right Robbie, case closed.
Left by dianne on December 13th, 2005 at 3:04 pm